“Bad Dreams” by Phantogram welcomes the at home audience back to Vertigo. The people in live attendance quiet down in lieu of the Mindkiller stepping from behind the curtain. Tonight, she’s wearing a Macy Dover shirt along with some beat up black pants. The somewhat worn black ankle boots she steps down the ramp in gives indications of possible results tonight. She taps on her signature eyepatch as she gives the nearest fans a wry smirk. A promise of non-violence leaves her lips as she enters the ring. In the center of the ring, the customary contract signing set-up remains. None of the backstage staff decided to play mediator to the endeavor, leaving Izzy and Seth to their devices. Izzy teases taking up one of the microphones stationed there, guiding it around in a circle with her finger. She doesn’t do so, instead she seats herself down on the chair facing the entrance ramp.
Her attention does not remain there. It wanders down to the contract tucked inside of a lavish folder. She takes it into her grip and opens it, reading it with a playful air as she waits for the Greatest Mind in Professional Wrestling to make his way out. It’s not immediate, which doesn’t seem to bother Izzy. However, it brings on the time for the commentators at hand to speak up.
Kris Cruise:: Welcome back to Vertigo. As you can see, Izzy Anders is the first to make her appearance tonight for this special contract signing. Implemented by the higher-ups, the contract in her hands will bind the two to an agreement that anything that happens in the Chivalry is Dead match cannot be used against FGA as a whole. FGA is merely sanctioning the competition, if one can call it that, but they cannot be held accountable for the actions of the two participants. Anything that exceeds what we may deem as fit for combat will be tallied onto either competitor as a consequence.
Stephy Auger:: It’s a brilliant idea, really. Not to even note on Iser or Anders, but we know how these matches can go. In our illustrious history, Chivalry is Dead has always been the matches that reject the foundations our company was built upon. As such, the measures that the competitors have taken in those matches have been quietly fought in legal disputes. Wisely, the contract has been carefully tailored to adhere to whatever morbid ideas that Seth Iser or Isabella Anders may have. Without presenting my own opinion, I think it’s best for business. Let them pay for their own damages. I don’t want to take a blow to my paycheck because people can’t handle things properly anymore.
The beginning rumblings of Unsainted start to play. Not a warm welcome from the Boston fans at the sound of the music but as the lyrics begin to kick in Iser steps through the curtain. The man is dressed in a black suit, a normal look for him but the complimentary color is indigo which is a bit on the different side, and his step is a little on the ginger side favoring that left knee. As he cautiously pulls himself up onto the ropes, gritting teeth to hide the full extent of his wounds from the previous show, we finally see the pin he’s wearing on his suit and it’s of a skull. He uses the ropes for a moment to aid with moving a little faster on that bad wheel but that’s when Izzy finally makes eye contact with the veteran.
There’s a hint of stoicism from Iser as he just calmly pulls the other chair while studying the situation. No security, no mediator and just the contract, the table, and the chairs, and the microphones. And oddly enough he hasn’t reached for it yet as the music has reached its conclusion. Even with the limp…the metaphorical mask is on for the moment.
Kris Cruise:: I have a bad feeling about what might happen tonight. I don’t know if this is going to be the calm before the storm or the lightning show before the downpour.
Stephy Auger:: I’d normally say you’re overreacting but for once…we agree.
Kris Cruise:: That
really doesn’t make me feel better.
The two do not grab onto the microphones even after the music dies down. Instead, Izzy swings in the chair side to side. When she halts, it is when she reaches over to take the microphone.
Izzy Anders:: If either participant injures a bystander, they will be held accountable to the full extent of the law…
The Mindkiller continues to read over the document with nary a glance sent in Iser’s direction. Seth’s just calmly letting Izzy read all of this out.
Izzy Anders:: When the document is signed, both participants waive any right they may have towards holding Frontier Grappling Arts accountable. Any injury, no matter how severe, will be covered by their own financial assembly. Frontier Grappling Arts will provide the space for the Chivalry is Dead match to happen and hold every right to cease the match if any or all participants infringe upon the conventions of the company.
As though she wasn’t reading anything serious, Izzy lets out a childish snicker.
Izzy Anders:: Get this.
She clears her throat.
Izzy Anders:: Any form of protest, aggression, or violence taken towards Frontier Grappling Arts, its administration, or its shareholders as a response to the events of the Chivalry is Dead match will be met with severe consequences, not limited to suppression, suspension, or contractual termination. I feel as if that’s a rule placed just for me. Asherman still doesn’t like me, y’know?
Izzy pauses once more, raising her visible eye to Iser, where her cat-like demeanor radiates the most. Seth’s eyes narrowed when Asherman’s name was dropped.
Izzy Anders:: Any act done unto either participant is considered of their own volition. We both know what this means. It’s the fine text that says that we’re permitted to nearly kill one another if we saw fit. But I’m not reading you this for that line. No, we both know what we’re signing up for legally. It’s the addendum that I asked for that makes this worthwhile.
Turning the document to Iser and the camera resting near him, Izzy taps on a line near the end of the page.
Izzy Anders:: Any interference by any party, affiliated or not, will be met with legal repercussions that may correlate with the punishments assigned to Isabella Frieda Anders and Seth T. Iser.
Izzy lowers the page back down onto its pompous folder and gives Iser her full attention. As that part was read, it doesn’t seem to have surprised Iser in the slightest.
Izzy Anders:: The only rule that I cared to add onto is one to protect myself and you from the very thing that seems to plague me in this company as of late. I don’t want anyone coming to save you…or to save me. Or at least not anyone that isn’t trained to give medical aid. If you’re bleeding out or if my arm is hanging off by a thread somehow, I think the paramedics can put an end to the match. However, I just don’t want any steel chairs, contingency plans, or hidden agendas coming to intrude on what is absolutely paramount to the both of us.
She leans in on her balled up hands that serve as a stand. She gives Iser a malicious, yet playful grin.
Izzy Anders:: Just you and me in this horrible, violent world.
Taking the pen off the table, she uses her teeth to pull off the cap and spit it into the crowd. She signs her name elegantly on her proposed dotted line and turns it over to Iser.
Izzy Anders:: Right, Seth?
For the first time Iser finally reaches for the microphone, intent on possibly speaking as the papers are soon going to be sent to him.
Seth Iser: As it should be. Only someone with an actual death wish would want to intervene in this environment anyway. Besides…what we’d do to the person who’d interfere in what I’d requested to begin with…might be worse to what we end up doing to each other.
It’s Seth’s turn to review the contract as he starts mulling through the papers scanning it with his eyes. Unlike Izzy, it doesn’t seem like he’s reading anything out loud but he does read something Izzy had read out loud before glancing at his opponent.
Seth Iser: At this point…I doubt Asherman likes me either but it’s no skin off my nose at this point, but he hasn’t fired me…yet. I guess we’re ‘unmediatable’ according to him since we’re also out here to our own devices. They’re too afraid of us to do anything but leave us to our own devices. Hell, we’re unarmed right now. God forbid you decide to take that chair and crack me over the knee cap with it or I pull a spike out of my shoe.
As he’s musing on that thought the crowd seems eager for potential bloodshed but unlike Iser it doesn’t seem like he’s addressing them in the slightest. He pauses on one of the pages and blinks slightly.
Seth Iser: …This feels like a court without a judge. Damn cowards…
He mutters the cowards line low. A couple people in the audience do let out a snicker but judging by Iser’s tone he’s not joking as he leans back on the chair. He flips through a couple more pages and is approaching the end of this obnoxious folder before he just eyeballs the cat like Izzy.
Seth Iser: Usually wrestlers tell tales when they say neither person is going to be the same after they step into a certain environment but that isn’t such a tall tale here. We’re fundamentally not going to be the same physically or emotionally when we’re done unleashing a brand of violence that would’ve gotten this company canceled if it were held just fifteen years prior. But that’s where we’re at. What are parents willing to do…to survive?
He lets that line linger for a second before he continues articulating his point.
Seth Iser: No, beyond that. What are two parents willing to do to make sure their child…doesn’t endure what they did? Your old man died when you were young…your mom fell in love with the bottle after the fact. My old man fell in love with religion and my mother was just negligent before they both died when I was a teenager via a car accident. We both know what a broken home feels like…and hypothetically speaking what aren’t we willing to do to make sure our kids don’t endure what we had to.
A cold stare from Iser imminates as he’s saying all of this. Similar to the defiance he showed last week but none of the half smile he showed when Izzy was asking that question about why.
Seth Iser: But to make something of ourselves…we’ve done absolutely horrendous things to other people. Some of it was just learning to play the hands we were dealt. We aren’t born to have venom in our veins…we learned it. Had to…in order to survive our respective ordeals. But I ain’t Carmichael. I don’t delight in what has to be done. Not at this point in my life. And I learned from the Owen ideal about how empty revenge truly is.
He then leans back on that chair slightly as he reaches the last page and puts the contract down.
Seth Iser: This match…Isabella…is our price to pay not for salvation…I’m beyond that and whether you are or not, that’s a conclusion you have to make on your own, but to properly atone. Atonement via cruelty…a dark irony in our industry but that’s how it’s often been. But that’s where we’re at. And I doubt
either of us will survive the experience.
Izzy stays quiet, in both voice and physicality. She doesn’t drop any semblance of her internal machinations. She opts to sign the contract.
Izzy Anders:: You’re not going to pull me into that train of thinking. What you value from this match and what I value are two vastly different things. The actions we will take in there are what we share, but the idea that this is revenge or anything sort of atonement on my end. Truth be told, this is just me breaking the cycle. To do that, I must do something unspeakably wrong.
Izzy pauses, staring at the camera.
Izzy Anders:: Your daughter watches this, right?
Another beat falls. Seth doesn’t verbally answer but his eyes shifting slightly give Izzy the answer she desires.
Izzy Anders:: I’m sorry for what I have to do to your father. I wanted to say this to you directly, so I hope you’re listening. Don’t watch this match. I’ve told my girl not to ever watch this match, and I implore you to do the same. You may be rooting against me, and I understand that, but you need to take solace in only one thing.
Izzy turns her head back to Seth.
Izzy Anders:: Your father will be coming home to you. I’m just not sure how.
The crowd dies down as the gravity of her words strikes them.
Izzy Anders:: It’s your turn to sign. I’m certain you’ve already signed it in your mind.
You can see Iser’s face contort slowly into a frown as he’s reaching for the pen now but his eyes are…surprisingly calm considering the weight of Izzy’s words before he just lets out a sigh.
Seth Iser: Tell me…have you ever thought about the end of the road and what that truly means?
The question hangs as there’s a gasp from the crowd. Seth just lets that question hang for a moment but he doesn’t let Izzy verbally answer yet.
Seth Iser: Did you ever think about when your kid might see you at the absolute end?
Second question from a rhetorical manner but Iser’s tone’s getting a little lower when he asks this second one. He even lets out a subtle cough, not fully over the shoe to the throat incident either.
Seth Iser: I never did until I got fully clean, Isabella. Now? That thought crosses my mind quite a bit. Even more so now as she’s reached the age where she’s trying to figure out what she wants to be in this world. That also isn’t helped when I come home to a woman who I found in my life a few years ago who genuinely says the words ‘I love you’ in that household. When I was young…I never had to worry about that thought. The thought of someone…mourning me when I was gone. But there is…and there should be a day where you have to say goodbye to your child in that manner…where you pass on. You’ve done everything you can in this life. And you have to make peace with the regretful actions you’ve caused along the way. Even if they’ve come back to haunt you in some form.
And then he just leans forward, that probing stare rather than an aggressive one as if he’s just gauging what she might be thinking, again ignoring the murmurs of the crowd. But his tone is just…calm.
Seth Iser: Memento Mori, Anders.
He recites that line not with his usual brand of intimidation but just a matter-of-fact sense of truth. But he still hasn’t signed on the dotted line where it says next to Izzy’s name. Izzy taps her finger against her cheek, a method to focus her thoughts. She doesn’t stare up from where she had settled her eyes, on the table close by.
Izzy Anders:: An old man I know used to tell me those words a lot.
She presses her tongue against the inside of her cheek.
Izzy Anders:: Remember one day, you will die. Really, I don’t like to dwell in that place. When my father passed, it happened—
She snaps her fingers.
Izzy Anders:: Just like that.
There’s an audible catch from the words. The audience looks back and forth to one another, unsure of where exactly they are now.
Izzy Anders:: When that happened, I understood the fragility of life, how fortunate I am that I can breathe this very second. But I also know that it’s finite. It vanishes in a heartbeat. So, the only thing that I can ever hope for is that I leave a life behind that can inspire my child. I can hope that while she mourns me, she realizes that I did all that I could. So she won’t ever be where I am now.
Seth’s eyes narrow ever so slightly as he just nods his head at this.
Seth Iser: Then we want the same thing.
A fragile smile does find itself on Iser’s face for a fleeting second as he’s considering his next words.
Seth Iser: I still remember my reminder for how fragile life was. It should’ve happened in the car crash that killed my parents…but it was my own fight with death itself when I was getting clean. If detox went a little differently…we’re not having this conversation right now. Hell, probably should’ve killed me…I know I was on that thin razor’s edge. My kid would’ve been an orphan at such a young age. Then…I greatly feared leaving before it was time.
He sighs lowly, his voice not wavering as the crowd are just listening to the two.
Seth Iser: I survived that. But at this point now? It’s still a sobering thought but one that I can’t be intimidated by anymore because I’ve done what I can for the kid. Now…it’s up to me if she ever decides to get into this industry fully to make sure there’s no stones left unturned and every issue…is settled as best it can.
Seth then moves his eyes from Izzy to the contract space he’s yet to sign briefly before signing his name on his space in the dotted line at long last. It looks more like a doctor’s handwriting, the total opposite of the elegant signature Izzy put forward.
Seth Iser: There’s no turning back now.
There’s a mixed reaction from the crowd not in terms of cheers or boos but between looks of some people who are bloodthirsty and those who are far more concerned with the ramifications of what this might bring. And it’s Iser who is getting to his feet. Not in a hostile way considering he’s got his free arm down and hand open.
Seth Iser: People have tried in this industry…for twenty years to take me out in one form or another. You might be the one who could do that. Twenty years…and then done for me. Even knowing that…I signed. But now you have to ask yourself a couple more things. We’re passed the damn game point…and you know I’m fighting for my life and all that’ll entail. Hell, this isn’t even just trying to maim each other. We’re fighting the people we once were…to try to become the people we want to be for our loved one. What’s it going to take out of you? That’s the real question…
There’s just that eerie calmness in Iser’s voice when he asks that hypothetical but he’s not quite done.
Seth Iser: And can you really afford to pay the price either way? Win or lose? We already know what losing would entail…but there’s a price for winning as well. Can you truly afford to pay either of those? Can your mind handle what you have to do without…losing control of the demon within?
Again he just pauses as he probes with that question…a hardened frown etched on his face.
Seth Iser: I can’t speak on whether you have those answers for yourself or not. But…I already have that answer for me.
And with that Seth turns on his heel and breaks eye contact and takes a step away from the table but he has one last thing to say. His face just has a frown as he lowers his head ever so slightly.
Seth Iser: I’ll see you for Chivalry is Dead, Isabella.
And with that he just puts the microphone down and makes his way out of the ring…his hands down not expecting an ambush but not even keeping eye contact. There is that stunned silence from the audience yet again rather than boos or cheers. Last before, the camera lingers on Izzy and her reaction. She merely allows Iser to leave before she looks at the contract one last, long time before Vertigo heads to commercial break.
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