CAW

[adamadonis]

You want to ‘ear somethin’ that you ‘aven’t ‘eard before. Ok, how ‘bout the fact that you’re a fraud that takes pride in doin’ somethin’ you haven’t done. Yes, Ash, because it wasn’t you who put females on the map. When there are women like Felicity Banks out there, when there are women like Nina Stokes, Shelby Lynn Carter, Annie Zellor, Salem Cartier, Ashley Sullivan, Erin Jones, an’ the list goes on an’ on… YOU’VE DONE NOTHIN’ 

You hold titles, well, guess what… I’VE HELD TITLES TOO. That thin’ means nothin’… It doesn’t prove you’re a ‘winner’… it proves you were better one night. A WINNER stays put when trouble arises, a WINNER knows when they shall put up an’ challenge him or herself to do better… you… you run away every time thin’s don’t go your way. 

Why haven’t you tell us the reason you left Boardwalk, since… that company… is very much alive. You claimed that the places you were, folded, but… that one is still up an’ runnin’. 

Why don’t you acknowledge the fact that I WAS RIGHT… when I said that you hide from trouble, that you can’t deal with hecklers. When the first sign of someone not agreein’ with you, when the first person starts throwin’ dirt towards you… YOU BLOCK THEM. Like you block reality an’ you create this little narrative of you bein’ superior to everyone else. 

I didn’t say you had friends within the confines of the companies you work for. I said you had FRIENDS that protect you. Friends that HYPE you more than you need to be hyped. FRIENDS that comfort you every time a Dom Harter, a Luke Wisia, a Brandon Banks appears in your life. 

It’s true, I don’t look forward to beat you, because I DON’T need to win here. ‘am not a part of the roster. If I win, it does nothin’… but a showin’… a showin’ goes a lon’ way. 

In wrestlin’ not everythin’ is ‘bout winnin’… there are nights in which you have to pour it all out an’ make those people in the seats stan’ up in awe. Sometimes it’s just enough to have people all over the world commen’ you for a great fight… because, Ash… to win you need only ONE person, yourself… but to put asses on the seats… you need TWO. 

That’s precisely where my mindset is. ‘am not hidin’, ‘am not runnin’, ‘am just here… even when everyone else tells me that ‘am facin’ someone that’s gonna try to do what you tried to do… bury the hell out of me. 

I knew what you were goin’ to do, you’re that predictable. You did it in EWO against Aidan Carlisle, you always try to ONE UP your opponent. If your opponent has great conditionin’, you just go out of your way to say, you are better. If your opponent has great mic skills, you go out of your way to say you are better, if your opponent has great overall skills, you try to put yourself over that, because you’re a fuckin’ mutant…. Aren’t you? 

You work hard? You fuckin’ work hard… DON’T FUCKIN’ MAKE ME LAUGH… ASH. When was the last time you had to scrap your way from the bottom of the fuckin’ card in order to make waves? When was the last fuckin’ time you had to deal with a fuckin’ injury? When was the last fuckin’ time you had to go back to the motherfuckin’ Indies… in order to regain the pedestal where you once were? 

You’ve never had to work hard. You even started in what’s called a big promotion. I started in a small, fuckin’ promotion in Puerto Rico… I became known in a small promotion in Texas… then made a name in a developmental promotion in Englan’… MY NAME was built on hard work an’ dedication. YOURS… is built on deception. 

The make believe notion that you, single handedly, made a name for women in this sport. When there were women makin’ waves before you arrived, there are women makin’ more waves than you at this very moment an’ there are women who are goin’ to continue makin’ waves even after you’re lon’ gone. 

The make believe notion that you’re a real, walkin’ an’ breathin’… CREATE A WRESTLER… that seemingly has no fuckin’ weaknesses. That always has secrets, that always has a way of doin’ thin’s to make herself invincible. 

THAT’S WHAT YOU ARE… ‘am not makin’ anythin’ up. GO… ASK TWITTER… ask those who you’ve blocked over the years… an’ they’ll tell you the same thin’ I just did. 

Ash, you want to know WHY I asked for this match… simple… I HATE YOU… an’ THURSDAY NIGHT… I will show you why they call me… “The last of my kin’”…. 

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