Death in the Family And Brian Stryker's Breakdown
Jul 16, 2017 11:35:33 GMT -5
Post by Brian Stryker on Jul 16, 2017 11:35:33 GMT -5
Tuesday, June 27th, 2017
It’s about 9:00pm HST in Maui as the home Brian Dougherty aka Brian Stryker is silent and dark as the front door opens. Brooke walks in first holding her bag and Brian’s suit jacket over her arms as Brian follows shortly after, holding their sleeping son Richie in his arms, Richie’s head on Brian’s shoulder. They turn on the living room light as they start to talk in a low whisper.
BROOKE: I had a great time tonight.
BRIAN: Same here. It’s nice to be able to just have an evening ourselves. And Richie seems to not mind going to the babysitters anymore.
The two share a quick kiss as Brian goes to put Richie to bed and Brooke checks if they have any messages. Brian turns the light on as he grabs the covers to Richie’s star wars bed and pulls them down with one hand. He gently takes Richie and places him in the bed, pulling the cover up over him as he kissed the top of his head.
BRIAN: Night little guy.
Brian walks to the doorway, turning the light off as he does. He heads back into the living room as he starts unbuttoning his shirt sleeves, rolling them up. He undoes his tie as he sees Brooke holding the phone to her ear, her hold over her mouth. Brian raises an eyebrow as he walks over.
BRIAN: Brooke what’s wrong?
Brooke turns to face him, her face pale and saddened. She holds the phone out as her hand is shaking and her voice is fighting back tears.
BROOKE: You need to hear this
Brian confused by this all took the phone. He pressed the replay message button and put the receiver to his ear.
DOCTOR Hello Mr. Dougherty? This is Dr. Harrison Grioux. I’m calling from Northside Hospital in St. Peterburg, Florida. I’m calling because we need to talk to you about your father, Stephen Dougherty.
Brian stopped the message and hit the redial button as fast as humanly possible. He put the phone back to his ear as he listened to the rings. 1 ring….2 rings…..3… It seems like it just kept ringing and ringing.
BRIAN: Come on….pick up.
NURSE: Hello? Northside Hospital.
BRIAN: Hi yeah. My name is Brian Dougherty I just got a call from a Dr. Giroux regarding my father?
NURSE: Ah yes, he is expecting your call hold please.
The music started playing. Some stupid pop song, really at a time like this, you think a hospital would not use something so upbeat. Or maybe that was the point, try and distract the caller from whatever problem was plaguing them. Brian sat down on the couch as Brooke took a seat next to him, placing her hand over his free one, squeezing tight.
DR. GIROUX: Hello this is Dr.Giroux.
BRIAN: Doctor, this is Brian Dougherty.
DR. GIROUX: Ah yes Brian, glad you called so quickly. I’m afraid I contacted you under a dire situation.
BRIAN: What’s wrong with my father? Is he dead?
DR. GIROUX: No he’s not dead. But he is very close unfortunately.
Those words hit Brian harder than any punch ever could. He felt the air leave his lungs and his skin clam up.
BRIAN: What are you talking about? I just talked to him a week ago….
DR. GIROUX: It’s his heart Brian. It’s failing. He was administered three days ago for shortness of breath. He never told you?
BRIAN:: Clearly not if I’m completely confused by all this! He has heart failure?
DR. GIROUX: He’s been trying to manage it with diet, exercise, and a careful medicine regime, but it looks like it just isn’t enough. It’s past the point of no return now and it’s apparent that he will die.
Brian is fighting back tears as he rubs his face. Brooke can tell what’s happen as she squeezes Brian arm in support.
BRIAN: How much longer does he have?
DR. GIROUX: Hard to say. Could be a day. Could be a week. Could be before you even get here. But I can tell you it’s not much longer.
BRIAN: I’ll be there in a few hours. I’m catching the first flight out. Thank you Doctor.
DR. GIROUX: No Problem….and I’m sorry.
Brian hangs up the phone as he places the phone on the coffee table. He doesn’t look at Brooke as he gets up and walks to their room. He flicks the light on as he grabs one of their suitcases from the closet and places it on the bed. He opens it up as he starts digging through his closet and drawers as he starts packing clothes and starts to change into more comfortable clothes for his flight out. Brooke follows Brian, but stands in the doorway, watching her husband pack his clothes with a sense of anger.
BROOKE: Brian….
This causes him to stop as he puts his hands on the wall as he looks into his closet.
BRIAN: It’s not fair. It’s not fair. He was coming out here next month. We were finally gonna work things out. We were finally going to try and be a father and son that we should have been for 30 years. First I lost mom. Then I lose my sister Emily to that drunk driver. Now this. What have I done to deserve this? WHY!?
Brian slams his fist into the wall, leaving a big crack in the dry wall. Brooke flinched at the sudden impact as she can’t hold back her tears, watching the man she loves suffer and hurt in a way that he can’t handle. She runs up to him and throws her arms around him as she puts her hand on the back of his head. Brian hugs her back as he buried his face into her shoulder. She cried with him as they shared a moment, no one shoulder ever have to share.
Wednesday, June 28th, 2017
It’s 7pm here in Florida. High 80s with over 75% humidity. It’s a walking fish tank outside. You could take a shower and not dry off in a week. Brian parks his rental car in the parking lot of Northside Hospital and sprints into the lobby. He runs up to the front desk as he catches his breath.
BRIAN: Stephen….Dougherty…..which…...room?
NURSE: 37B. Third Floor.
She looked alittle concerned at Brian, who didn’t even thank her as he sprinted off towards the elevator. He pressed the button as he waited, and waited, and waited. Slowest elevator ever. He pressed the button some more, each time getting more and more agitated.
BRIAN: COME ON!
He swings his leg and kicks the large steel doors that separate the elevator from the floor as the echo of steel rings down the hallway. All the doctors, nurses, and orderlies who were in the hall looked down at the commotion, but just went about their day. The door finally dinged and opened as he jumped in the moment there was enough space between the sliding doors. He pressed the third floor, again with no patients as he willed the door to hurry up. The doors closed as the ding rang and it moved to it’s destination.
Once they reached the third floor, Brian squeezed out the elevator and ran down the hall looking for room 37B. He eventually found it when suddenly...he stopped. He looked through the window on the door and there he was, his father. Laying in the bed asleep, wires and tubes attached to him, making him look like a sick and twisted science experiment. He could hear the faint beeps of the heart monitor inside. He reached for the door handle, but his arm wouldn’t move. He tried to step closer to the door, his legs were locked in place.
He couldn’t do it. Walking into that room and confronting his father meant that this problem was real and that his father was dying. He was still hoping this was just some sick elaborate prank on him. He just wanted to wake up back home in Maui next to his wife and son and have a normal day. That was when he heard a cough. He look up through the window to see his dad cough himself awake. He took a few moments to collect his breath as he saw Brian through the window.
His father smiled faintly as he raised his hand slowly and motioned for him to enter. That was it. The moment Brian was fearing. This was very real. His arm moved again as he slowly turned the knob and opened the door. He peaked his head in as he made his way into the room. His dad didn’t stop smiling.
STEPHEN: Brian! Didn’t expect to see you so soon.
BRIAN: I got a call from the doc yesterday. Flew out the moment I could.
STEPHEN: Long flight?
BRIAN: about 9 hours, but you know how time zones get.
Brian grabbed a seat and pulled up to the side of his father’s bed. The two shared a moment of silence as Brian tried to find the right words.
BRIAN: How long?
Stephen sighed as he knew what Brian meant.
STEPHEN: About 8 months at this point.
BRIAN: And did anyone know? Brandy? Sarah?
STEPHEN: No...not the whole truth. At first I told them it was just some congestive heart issues. You know how that runs in the family. High cholesterol, all of us. So I worked with the doctor and tried my best to keep it in check. Exercise, dieting. Brandy was a wizard. Found a way to make these egg whites that would knock your socks off.
Stephen then starts coughing again as Brian reaches over to the nightstand and grabs a bottle of water for his dad, who shakes it off.
STEPHEN: It’s okay, I’m fine.
BRIAN: I’m kinda hoping this was just a trick you know.
STEPHEN: You and me both. I was really looking forward to that visit in July. Sarah is…..was really excited for it. You just missed them actually. Sent them home about an hour ago. Figured you and I should have a private moment. They already said their goodbyes.
BRIAN: Don’t talk like that dad. Please don’t.
STEPHEN: Why not? I’m dying Brian. Nothing we can do to change it now. I’ve had a good life. 51 years isn’t a terrible number.
BRIAN: You could’ve had another 30. You should have another 30.
STEPHEN: Shoulda, coulda, woulda. Sometimes that’s how life works. When it’s your time, it’s your time to go. Sadly sometimes that time is too soon like your mother. Maybe this is karma in a way. I wasn’t there for your mother or you during those trying times. Maybe if I was, things would have been different. Maybe you and I would have been closer. Your mom is gonna kick my fucking ass when she sees me in heaven soon.
Those words killed Brian. His father has done nothing but try to at least be in Brian’s life. He didn’t try to force himself into his life, he just wanted to be acknowledged as his father, even if he didn’t love him. And yet Brian just kept throwing it back at him for years of pent up anger. Now here he was, inches from death and Brian felt like the worst person ever.
BRIAN: I’m sorry.
STEPHEN: Sorry for what?
BRIAN: For never giving you a fair chance. For always throwing mom back in your face.
STEPHEN: How many times do I have to tell you Brian? I don’t blame you one bit for any of that. If I was in your shoes, I would have done the exact same thing. Probably even worst. You at least took Emily and Sarah into your life so openly. And let’s be honest. You turned into a fine young man and a much better father than me.
This made Brian stopped and look at his father.
BRIAN: You mean that?
STEPHEN: Of course. Falling off the wagon was a bit of a step back, but you pushed through it and came out clean and sober. And you even took responsibility for your mistakes with Brooke and Richie. You owned up to them and made a beautiful family from it. Not everyone can do that. I couldn’t do that. When your mom was 18 and told me she was pregnant with you, I got scared. I barely had an education. I barely had a job.We were still living with our own parents.
But you...Life just kept throwing stuff at you and you just let it bounce off. You stumbled but you always picked yourself back up and moved on. You made a better life, not for yourself, but for your wife and child. You already surpassed anything I did, or didn’t do in most cases. And that is the greatest thing a father could hope for. That his child doesn’t make the same mistakes that he did.
Stephen reaches out and places his hand on Brian’s. Brian squeezes back, almost as if he thinks that doing this will save his life.
BRIAN: You were supposed to watch Richie grow up with me. You were supposed to be the grandfather who spoils him when I tell you not to. We are supposed to sit out on the porch on holidays smoke cigars and complain about our kids and you tell me how much I still have to learn.
Stephen goes to speak but he is even starting to get choked up.
STEPHEN: Hey, stop this moping. You are a Dougherty. We don’t break down like this. When we see death we accept it, welcome it, and celebrate the life lost. My only regrets in life were not having you around more. Just promise me one thing okay?
BRIAN: Yeah, anything dad.
STEPHEN: Watch after Sarah for me. Brandy will be fine, but I worry about my little girl.
BRIAN: She will always have a home with us if she wants, I promise that.
Stephen smiles as the tears are building in his eyes, but the never break. He mouths thank you to Brian as he adjusts himself in his bed.
STEPHEN: I’m starting to feel a bit sleepy. I’m gonna get some rest. You look like you need some too. Go back to your hotel, get some sleep.
BRIAN: I don’t have a hotel. I came right here. I’ll be fine. You just get some rest dad. I’ll see you when you wake up.
Stephen nods as the two share a firm hand squeeze. He lays his head back and closes his eyes. The faint beep of the heart monitor is the only sound in the room. Brian sighs as he sits himself up and walks out of the room down the hall to a soda machine. He reaches into his wallet and only finds 10s and a few 20s in it. He groans as he bangs his head against the shell of the machine.
DR. GIROUX: If you need change, here.
Brian looked over to see a doctor standing there with 3 dollars in his hand, holding it out for Brian.
BRIAN: Thanks….
He takes the bills and slides them into the machine.
DR. GIROUX: I’m Dr. Giroux. You must be Brian.
BRIAN: Oh hi Dr. Yeah I am.
DR. GIROUX: Did you speak with him?
BRIAN: Yeah….we had a few words.
DR. GIROUX: He told me about your mother and how young she died. I understand this must be a difficult moment for you.
BRIAN: I don’t know. I’m still thinking this isn’t real…
DR. GIROUX: You know, all he talked about was you. Every visit it was about getting himself looking well enough for his flight to visit you, or your visit to him. He really loved you.
BRIAN: Yeah….it took 30 years, but I’m finally starting to see it.
DR. GIROUX: Get some rest. You look like crap.
The Doctor clapped Brian on the shoulder before walking off to tend to his other patients. Brian inhales deeply as he selects his soda and takes the can back to his dad’s room. He sets the can on the night stand as he sits back in his chair and watches his father. He looks up at the clock as it says 9:00pm. He rubs his face as he lays his head back and watches the heart monitor. The beeping is slowing down. Brian knows it isn’t much longer now.
He watches with sadness tearing through his insides as the once steady beeps start to become fewer and far between. Finally it stops. The monitor flat lines as the loud noise brings in the doctor and a few nurses. Brian slide his chair back as he watched the Doctors work. There wasn’t much they could do at this point as Dr. Giroux checked his watch and with a heavy sigh, flipped the off switch on the heart monitor.
DR. GIROUX: Time of death: 21:16.
The doctor walks over and says his condolences to Brian who is just staring at his father, his face numb. That was it. It was over. His father was gone. Nothing was gonna change that. He got up and walked over to his father and place a hand on his forehead.
BRIAN: Good-bye dad. I love you.
He leans down and kisses his dad’s forehead. As he stands back up he looks over and notices his dad’s wallet. Something is sticking out the top. He reaches over and takes it as he sits back down. He grabs the mysterious piece and pulls it out, realizing it’s an old photo. He looks over the picture and what he sees makes his heart stop. It’s an old photo of his dad and his mom. His mom is in a hospital bed herself and his father is holding a baby in his arms. He smiles a bit as he notices how happy his parents look and how healthy his mom was back then.
He flipped over the picture and his heart pounded into his throat. There was a date on the back of it written in pen. “February 7th, 1987.” The baby was him. This was taken the day he was born. His father was there for his birth. He held him. He loved him. The tears dripped down Brian’s face as he buried his it in his hands. He couldn’t control it, he lost his father, the only man he could consider it. He just wish he had more time with him now.
TO BE CONTINUED...
It’s about 9:00pm HST in Maui as the home Brian Dougherty aka Brian Stryker is silent and dark as the front door opens. Brooke walks in first holding her bag and Brian’s suit jacket over her arms as Brian follows shortly after, holding their sleeping son Richie in his arms, Richie’s head on Brian’s shoulder. They turn on the living room light as they start to talk in a low whisper.
BROOKE: I had a great time tonight.
BRIAN: Same here. It’s nice to be able to just have an evening ourselves. And Richie seems to not mind going to the babysitters anymore.
The two share a quick kiss as Brian goes to put Richie to bed and Brooke checks if they have any messages. Brian turns the light on as he grabs the covers to Richie’s star wars bed and pulls them down with one hand. He gently takes Richie and places him in the bed, pulling the cover up over him as he kissed the top of his head.
BRIAN: Night little guy.
Brian walks to the doorway, turning the light off as he does. He heads back into the living room as he starts unbuttoning his shirt sleeves, rolling them up. He undoes his tie as he sees Brooke holding the phone to her ear, her hold over her mouth. Brian raises an eyebrow as he walks over.
BRIAN: Brooke what’s wrong?
Brooke turns to face him, her face pale and saddened. She holds the phone out as her hand is shaking and her voice is fighting back tears.
BROOKE: You need to hear this
Brian confused by this all took the phone. He pressed the replay message button and put the receiver to his ear.
DOCTOR Hello Mr. Dougherty? This is Dr. Harrison Grioux. I’m calling from Northside Hospital in St. Peterburg, Florida. I’m calling because we need to talk to you about your father, Stephen Dougherty.
Brian stopped the message and hit the redial button as fast as humanly possible. He put the phone back to his ear as he listened to the rings. 1 ring….2 rings…..3… It seems like it just kept ringing and ringing.
BRIAN: Come on….pick up.
NURSE: Hello? Northside Hospital.
BRIAN: Hi yeah. My name is Brian Dougherty I just got a call from a Dr. Giroux regarding my father?
NURSE: Ah yes, he is expecting your call hold please.
The music started playing. Some stupid pop song, really at a time like this, you think a hospital would not use something so upbeat. Or maybe that was the point, try and distract the caller from whatever problem was plaguing them. Brian sat down on the couch as Brooke took a seat next to him, placing her hand over his free one, squeezing tight.
DR. GIROUX: Hello this is Dr.Giroux.
BRIAN: Doctor, this is Brian Dougherty.
DR. GIROUX: Ah yes Brian, glad you called so quickly. I’m afraid I contacted you under a dire situation.
BRIAN: What’s wrong with my father? Is he dead?
DR. GIROUX: No he’s not dead. But he is very close unfortunately.
Those words hit Brian harder than any punch ever could. He felt the air leave his lungs and his skin clam up.
BRIAN: What are you talking about? I just talked to him a week ago….
DR. GIROUX: It’s his heart Brian. It’s failing. He was administered three days ago for shortness of breath. He never told you?
BRIAN:: Clearly not if I’m completely confused by all this! He has heart failure?
DR. GIROUX: He’s been trying to manage it with diet, exercise, and a careful medicine regime, but it looks like it just isn’t enough. It’s past the point of no return now and it’s apparent that he will die.
Brian is fighting back tears as he rubs his face. Brooke can tell what’s happen as she squeezes Brian arm in support.
BRIAN: How much longer does he have?
DR. GIROUX: Hard to say. Could be a day. Could be a week. Could be before you even get here. But I can tell you it’s not much longer.
BRIAN: I’ll be there in a few hours. I’m catching the first flight out. Thank you Doctor.
DR. GIROUX: No Problem….and I’m sorry.
Brian hangs up the phone as he places the phone on the coffee table. He doesn’t look at Brooke as he gets up and walks to their room. He flicks the light on as he grabs one of their suitcases from the closet and places it on the bed. He opens it up as he starts digging through his closet and drawers as he starts packing clothes and starts to change into more comfortable clothes for his flight out. Brooke follows Brian, but stands in the doorway, watching her husband pack his clothes with a sense of anger.
BROOKE: Brian….
This causes him to stop as he puts his hands on the wall as he looks into his closet.
BRIAN: It’s not fair. It’s not fair. He was coming out here next month. We were finally gonna work things out. We were finally going to try and be a father and son that we should have been for 30 years. First I lost mom. Then I lose my sister Emily to that drunk driver. Now this. What have I done to deserve this? WHY!?
Brian slams his fist into the wall, leaving a big crack in the dry wall. Brooke flinched at the sudden impact as she can’t hold back her tears, watching the man she loves suffer and hurt in a way that he can’t handle. She runs up to him and throws her arms around him as she puts her hand on the back of his head. Brian hugs her back as he buried his face into her shoulder. She cried with him as they shared a moment, no one shoulder ever have to share.
Wednesday, June 28th, 2017
It’s 7pm here in Florida. High 80s with over 75% humidity. It’s a walking fish tank outside. You could take a shower and not dry off in a week. Brian parks his rental car in the parking lot of Northside Hospital and sprints into the lobby. He runs up to the front desk as he catches his breath.
BRIAN: Stephen….Dougherty…..which…...room?
NURSE: 37B. Third Floor.
She looked alittle concerned at Brian, who didn’t even thank her as he sprinted off towards the elevator. He pressed the button as he waited, and waited, and waited. Slowest elevator ever. He pressed the button some more, each time getting more and more agitated.
BRIAN: COME ON!
He swings his leg and kicks the large steel doors that separate the elevator from the floor as the echo of steel rings down the hallway. All the doctors, nurses, and orderlies who were in the hall looked down at the commotion, but just went about their day. The door finally dinged and opened as he jumped in the moment there was enough space between the sliding doors. He pressed the third floor, again with no patients as he willed the door to hurry up. The doors closed as the ding rang and it moved to it’s destination.
Once they reached the third floor, Brian squeezed out the elevator and ran down the hall looking for room 37B. He eventually found it when suddenly...he stopped. He looked through the window on the door and there he was, his father. Laying in the bed asleep, wires and tubes attached to him, making him look like a sick and twisted science experiment. He could hear the faint beeps of the heart monitor inside. He reached for the door handle, but his arm wouldn’t move. He tried to step closer to the door, his legs were locked in place.
He couldn’t do it. Walking into that room and confronting his father meant that this problem was real and that his father was dying. He was still hoping this was just some sick elaborate prank on him. He just wanted to wake up back home in Maui next to his wife and son and have a normal day. That was when he heard a cough. He look up through the window to see his dad cough himself awake. He took a few moments to collect his breath as he saw Brian through the window.
His father smiled faintly as he raised his hand slowly and motioned for him to enter. That was it. The moment Brian was fearing. This was very real. His arm moved again as he slowly turned the knob and opened the door. He peaked his head in as he made his way into the room. His dad didn’t stop smiling.
STEPHEN: Brian! Didn’t expect to see you so soon.
BRIAN: I got a call from the doc yesterday. Flew out the moment I could.
STEPHEN: Long flight?
BRIAN: about 9 hours, but you know how time zones get.
Brian grabbed a seat and pulled up to the side of his father’s bed. The two shared a moment of silence as Brian tried to find the right words.
BRIAN: How long?
Stephen sighed as he knew what Brian meant.
STEPHEN: About 8 months at this point.
BRIAN: And did anyone know? Brandy? Sarah?
STEPHEN: No...not the whole truth. At first I told them it was just some congestive heart issues. You know how that runs in the family. High cholesterol, all of us. So I worked with the doctor and tried my best to keep it in check. Exercise, dieting. Brandy was a wizard. Found a way to make these egg whites that would knock your socks off.
Stephen then starts coughing again as Brian reaches over to the nightstand and grabs a bottle of water for his dad, who shakes it off.
STEPHEN: It’s okay, I’m fine.
BRIAN: I’m kinda hoping this was just a trick you know.
STEPHEN: You and me both. I was really looking forward to that visit in July. Sarah is…..was really excited for it. You just missed them actually. Sent them home about an hour ago. Figured you and I should have a private moment. They already said their goodbyes.
BRIAN: Don’t talk like that dad. Please don’t.
STEPHEN: Why not? I’m dying Brian. Nothing we can do to change it now. I’ve had a good life. 51 years isn’t a terrible number.
BRIAN: You could’ve had another 30. You should have another 30.
STEPHEN: Shoulda, coulda, woulda. Sometimes that’s how life works. When it’s your time, it’s your time to go. Sadly sometimes that time is too soon like your mother. Maybe this is karma in a way. I wasn’t there for your mother or you during those trying times. Maybe if I was, things would have been different. Maybe you and I would have been closer. Your mom is gonna kick my fucking ass when she sees me in heaven soon.
Those words killed Brian. His father has done nothing but try to at least be in Brian’s life. He didn’t try to force himself into his life, he just wanted to be acknowledged as his father, even if he didn’t love him. And yet Brian just kept throwing it back at him for years of pent up anger. Now here he was, inches from death and Brian felt like the worst person ever.
BRIAN: I’m sorry.
STEPHEN: Sorry for what?
BRIAN: For never giving you a fair chance. For always throwing mom back in your face.
STEPHEN: How many times do I have to tell you Brian? I don’t blame you one bit for any of that. If I was in your shoes, I would have done the exact same thing. Probably even worst. You at least took Emily and Sarah into your life so openly. And let’s be honest. You turned into a fine young man and a much better father than me.
This made Brian stopped and look at his father.
BRIAN: You mean that?
STEPHEN: Of course. Falling off the wagon was a bit of a step back, but you pushed through it and came out clean and sober. And you even took responsibility for your mistakes with Brooke and Richie. You owned up to them and made a beautiful family from it. Not everyone can do that. I couldn’t do that. When your mom was 18 and told me she was pregnant with you, I got scared. I barely had an education. I barely had a job.We were still living with our own parents.
But you...Life just kept throwing stuff at you and you just let it bounce off. You stumbled but you always picked yourself back up and moved on. You made a better life, not for yourself, but for your wife and child. You already surpassed anything I did, or didn’t do in most cases. And that is the greatest thing a father could hope for. That his child doesn’t make the same mistakes that he did.
Stephen reaches out and places his hand on Brian’s. Brian squeezes back, almost as if he thinks that doing this will save his life.
BRIAN: You were supposed to watch Richie grow up with me. You were supposed to be the grandfather who spoils him when I tell you not to. We are supposed to sit out on the porch on holidays smoke cigars and complain about our kids and you tell me how much I still have to learn.
Stephen goes to speak but he is even starting to get choked up.
STEPHEN: Hey, stop this moping. You are a Dougherty. We don’t break down like this. When we see death we accept it, welcome it, and celebrate the life lost. My only regrets in life were not having you around more. Just promise me one thing okay?
BRIAN: Yeah, anything dad.
STEPHEN: Watch after Sarah for me. Brandy will be fine, but I worry about my little girl.
BRIAN: She will always have a home with us if she wants, I promise that.
Stephen smiles as the tears are building in his eyes, but the never break. He mouths thank you to Brian as he adjusts himself in his bed.
STEPHEN: I’m starting to feel a bit sleepy. I’m gonna get some rest. You look like you need some too. Go back to your hotel, get some sleep.
BRIAN: I don’t have a hotel. I came right here. I’ll be fine. You just get some rest dad. I’ll see you when you wake up.
Stephen nods as the two share a firm hand squeeze. He lays his head back and closes his eyes. The faint beep of the heart monitor is the only sound in the room. Brian sighs as he sits himself up and walks out of the room down the hall to a soda machine. He reaches into his wallet and only finds 10s and a few 20s in it. He groans as he bangs his head against the shell of the machine.
DR. GIROUX: If you need change, here.
Brian looked over to see a doctor standing there with 3 dollars in his hand, holding it out for Brian.
BRIAN: Thanks….
He takes the bills and slides them into the machine.
DR. GIROUX: I’m Dr. Giroux. You must be Brian.
BRIAN: Oh hi Dr. Yeah I am.
DR. GIROUX: Did you speak with him?
BRIAN: Yeah….we had a few words.
DR. GIROUX: He told me about your mother and how young she died. I understand this must be a difficult moment for you.
BRIAN: I don’t know. I’m still thinking this isn’t real…
DR. GIROUX: You know, all he talked about was you. Every visit it was about getting himself looking well enough for his flight to visit you, or your visit to him. He really loved you.
BRIAN: Yeah….it took 30 years, but I’m finally starting to see it.
DR. GIROUX: Get some rest. You look like crap.
The Doctor clapped Brian on the shoulder before walking off to tend to his other patients. Brian inhales deeply as he selects his soda and takes the can back to his dad’s room. He sets the can on the night stand as he sits back in his chair and watches his father. He looks up at the clock as it says 9:00pm. He rubs his face as he lays his head back and watches the heart monitor. The beeping is slowing down. Brian knows it isn’t much longer now.
He watches with sadness tearing through his insides as the once steady beeps start to become fewer and far between. Finally it stops. The monitor flat lines as the loud noise brings in the doctor and a few nurses. Brian slide his chair back as he watched the Doctors work. There wasn’t much they could do at this point as Dr. Giroux checked his watch and with a heavy sigh, flipped the off switch on the heart monitor.
DR. GIROUX: Time of death: 21:16.
The doctor walks over and says his condolences to Brian who is just staring at his father, his face numb. That was it. It was over. His father was gone. Nothing was gonna change that. He got up and walked over to his father and place a hand on his forehead.
BRIAN: Good-bye dad. I love you.
He leans down and kisses his dad’s forehead. As he stands back up he looks over and notices his dad’s wallet. Something is sticking out the top. He reaches over and takes it as he sits back down. He grabs the mysterious piece and pulls it out, realizing it’s an old photo. He looks over the picture and what he sees makes his heart stop. It’s an old photo of his dad and his mom. His mom is in a hospital bed herself and his father is holding a baby in his arms. He smiles a bit as he notices how happy his parents look and how healthy his mom was back then.
He flipped over the picture and his heart pounded into his throat. There was a date on the back of it written in pen. “February 7th, 1987.” The baby was him. This was taken the day he was born. His father was there for his birth. He held him. He loved him. The tears dripped down Brian’s face as he buried his it in his hands. He couldn’t control it, he lost his father, the only man he could consider it. He just wish he had more time with him now.
TO BE CONTINUED...