"Tell me your wish"
Jul 23, 2015 19:51:04 GMT -5
Post by Yun Goeun on Jul 23, 2015 19:51:04 GMT -5
Yun can be found sitting at a booth table alone, in some crappy greasy spoon dinner in Nowheresville California. She had arrived in Irvine earlier in the week to prepare for the Supercard, but ventured off the beaten path into some small one horse town to try to clear her mind. When ever she was stressed, Yun liked the peacefulness of a small town.
Yun had her laptop in front of her, and a half eaten plate of pancakes off to the side. She was on about her seventh cup of coffee at this point. Yun had not slept in two days... Too many things had been running through her mind in the last forty-eight hours for her to even try to get any sleep. So she had been dosing her self on cafine like mad, coffee, energy drinks, and 5 Hour Energy like candy.
She even managed to stay awake when Joe Shamrock spiked her waterbottle with xanax, who had been insisting she didn't need to stay awake to deal with her problem, they would still be there when he woke up. But she told him he planned to have a crystal clear mind when she entered the building or All-Star Showdown.
She had been struggling with the fact she broke up with Sebastian Grey. Was it the right decision? She promised she would talk things out with him in due time, but did she want to get back with him? One story got posted about her, a dating rumor, a common occurrence in the Korean Media World, and he deep down doubted her. She knew outright he said he trusted her, but deep down she felt there was a bit more to the story than he was saying. But having been through what he has in his life, it was understandable. Yun' mind would just run around in circles and managed to get no closer to the answer, the closer she seemed to get, the further it pulled away from her reach.
She did love him.
But there was more to a relationship she learned than just love.
When that article was posted by Dispatch, it lead to some of the worst weeks of her life. Instead of being there to support her, deep down he doubted her. That really hurt. She knew the doubt may not have been a conscious decision, but it hurt the same...
"Hello, Yun." a voice came from behind her. A voice that made her see red the second she heard it. Yun didn't turn to look, she wanted to play "Ignore it, and it will go away." but she knew very well if she managed to find her -here- it was not a coincidence.
"How did you find me?" Yun said, closing her laptop casually and sliding the cold pancakes back over to her, which she speared with her fork a bit, but didn't eat.
"I knew you would be in Irvine for your wrestling show, I used some connections to find the hotel you were staying at. Your bodyguard told me where you would be. Took some convincing to tell me where you were, but here I am." came the voice from behind Yun, who now walks around her and sits down at the booth table with Yun, taking the seat opposite her.
The girl was Kim Jiyoon, a very big ghost from Yun's past. She went by the name "Miranda" when she was in the same girl group, Pink Dolls, as Yun. They had a deep mutual hatred of each other, a hatred that ran very deep on Yun's side, a hatred she still felt as right now she could feel her body getting warm as her blood boiled. Yun looked Jiyoon over, her eyes focused right away on a decent sized scar over her right eye. Visions flooded into Yun's mind right away of the last time Yun and Jiyoon met.
Yun caused that scar. Jiyoon approached her backstage at a concert about two years ago now, and taunted and goaded Yun until Yun lost her temper and attacked Jiyoon. Brutally. Yun smashed her face into the edge of a metal reinforced table during the brawl, breaking her nose, and causing that scar... Yun's had never seen that much blood in her life. Was an image that still haunted her, even with out seeing Jiyoon in person.
"Yeah, everyone tells me I should have it removed..." Jiyoon says, tracing her finger over the scar she caught Yun looking at. "But it reminds me of something I don't wish to forget."
"Why the fuck are you here?" Yun says, anger obvious in her voice. "I have enough going on in my life right now with out having to deal with your shit too..."
To say Yun hated Kim Jiyoon was an understatement. On camera she had a super sweet 'good girl' persona but behind the scenes she was the worlds biggest bitch, she would put others down at a moments notice, even the other members in the group. She was the least talented member in the group, but the one who ended up being the face of the group, the one who would get the most lines, the one who would get the most MV time, the one who got the endorsements, who got the roles on dramas... And she got everything thing she got through her body and not her talent. While Yun got where she is with talent and dedication, Jiyoon got there with sex and plastic surgery.
People thought she was not pretty enough?
She would fix that with another nose job.
Producers gave her less lines?
She would fix that with a blowjob.
She was not liked by anyone in the group, but none more than Yun. Yun, relying on makeup to archive her look and never once going under the knife for plastic surgery, made her the brunt of the most of Jiyoon's wrath. She would take lines from Yun when ever she could, she would do anything she could to make Yun miserable, even leaking "stories" about her to the media about how Yun was a bully in high school or even "shocking" no makeup pictures of Yun.
"I just came here to talk, Yun. Please, can you just hear me out?" Jiyoon asks Yun.
"Fine." Yun scoffs as she says this, in her mind she is picturing her beating Jiyoon a second time, smashing her laptop over her head. What a waste of a good laptop Yun thought, maybe the only thought keeping her from acting out on this...
"I want to keep this scar so it reminds me of who I was. Every time I look in the mirror and see my face, with this scar, I think of you. I think of you and I realize, I deserve this. I wanted revenge for the longest time, Yun. I blamed you for getting me kicked out of Pink Dolls, I blamed you for every single bit of hardship that fell on me after you... attacked me." Jiyoon seems to be holding back some tears as she speaks, which just pisses Yun off more... She is sure she is putting on crocodile tears, she knows this bitch...
"I even though about having you killed, how scary is that? I was in a bad place after that attack Yun. But, I came to realize something. I deserved every single thing I got from you and the other girls. I know they saw you attack me, and know full well they could have called for help well before it came. That hit me like a ton of bricks... I am NOT a nice person." Jiyoon wipes a tear from her eye as she talks.
Yun just rolls her eyes and thinks "No shit."
"You know, I was raised a Christian, right?" Jiyoon asks Yun.
"Yeah, your father is a priest, and your mother gave you that crucifix you always wear. We are all aware of your "religion" Jiyoon. Pretty sure half the shit you've done is a sin too, which is why we always got quite a fucking laugh about it. Pretty sure "Spreading Thine Legs for Old Man Cock so thine Pepsi Endorsement" is a hell worthy trespass." Yun laughs to her self, Jiyoon however does not. It was in this moment Yun realized she may be serious, the Jiyoon she knew would have gotten angry at that joke, instead Jiyoon just looked at her kind of defeated.
"Yeah, that was me... The last two years I've been trying to better my self, through God. I've confessed my sins, and I would like to try to atone for them. I was a horrible person, but that does not mean I have to be for my whole life. Which is why I am here, I want to ask you for forgiveness. As I said, I laid there as I recovered from the beating you gave me, and I HATED you. But my dad came to visit me one day Yun and as he spoke to me, reading his bible to me like he always did when I was hurt or sick, I realized the most important thing in my life. I was the cause of that pain, not you." Jiyoon says, Yun is just staring at her blankly.
"It was then that I felt as if Jesus was talking to me, as if he was trying to save my soul. Like he was trying to tell me that I was an evil person and needed to be purified. So as I explained, I've been trying to better my self in the eyes of god. But I feel like I can not fully ever atone for my sins, if I do not get forgiveness for my sins, from the people I sinned against. I wanted to speak to you first, because most of my transgressions were against you, Yun." Jiyoon finishes her explanation to Yun. Who is still just looking at her blankly.
A dozen or more jokes raced through her mind right now, the first one being wondering if she was being punked by someone. Jokes any other time she would have fired off in a second to try to hurt this girl, but today in this moment, could not bring her self to do that... Fuck, she was getting soft, she thought.
"You are asking me... to forgive you? I am not quite sure what to say right now, or what to even think. Do you even really, fully, know what you put me through in my life, Jiyoon?" Yun says, the anger starting to return to her voice.
"I do, Yun. I've stolen countless opportunities from you, by having sex with someone to get that opportunity over you. The Pepsi Endorsement you joked about for example, they wanted you. I slept with one of the guys in the PR department of Pepsi and hey look who got it. Those times your parts were cut from songs, that was a blowjob to the song writer. Why did I do that? Because I couldn't bear to not be the center of attention. Everyone loved you, you have natural beauty, you have natural talent... All I have is money and sex. I guess I am saying I was jealous of you, so I used what ever I could to put you down. To hurt you. I wanted you out of the group so much, so I tried everything to get you to quit or to get kicked out. The other girls, were just members of a girl group, but you, you had the charisma to be so much more and... I was jealous. Deeply jealous.
What is worse is I didn't even realize it, I mean I guess part of me did, but I wanted to be famous so much I didn't care who I walked over or why I walked over them. But I know now it was jealousy. That is why I am sitting here right now, asking you for forgiveness. So you know I am serious, I am going to use your first name if you do not mind... I know you hate it. So. Goeun, from the bottom of my heart. I am sorry. I am sorry for every single thing I have ever done to you. More than anything though, I am sorry I caused you to stain your hands with my blood. " Jiyoons wipes tears from her eyes again.
"You know, Jiyoon, you know..." Yun is unable to think of what she wants to say, part of her wants to just walk out of the diner right now, another part of her wants to tell her no, that there is no chance in hell she will ever forgive her. Yun struggled with her thoughts for a few moments.
"I'm not going to forgive you, Jiyoon. But, before you say anything let me finish what I have to say... I can tell the person sitting in front of me is not the person I knew ages ago. So this person does not need my forgiveness, and the one who does will never get it. All I can do is give you my blessing. Continue to be this person, and you will find more opportunities open for you than they ever did as you were before. But this person does not need my forgiveness, so as far as I am concerned this person has no sins against me they need to atone for.
You know what Jiyoon? I can give you something better than accepting your apology, or my blessing. I can give you my friendship. You say you want to change, I would like nothing more than to see that." Yun holds her hand out over the table when she finishes talking. Jiyoon can no longer really contain her emotions as the tears she had largely been holding back have come pouring out.
Jiyoon grabs Yun's hand and shakes it.
"Don't make me regret this." Yun says, as the two of their hands separate. Jiyoon wipes the tears away and smiles wide.
"I promise I won't, thank you Yun. That is all I wanted to say, I'll get out of your hair. Just, again, thank you. Good luck this Saturday, I am thinking of going to the event to watch you wrestle, I've never once seen you do it..." Jiyoon says, as she gets up from the booth and bows to Yun.
"I would love if you did, go back to my hotel room, Joe can get you tickets." Yun says with a smile, Jiyoon does not say anything else, just simply smiles, nods and walks out of the dinner. Yun watches her leave, still a bit stunned by what the hell just happened. It was about number two on the list of things she never thought she would ever experience. "Kim Jiyoon apologizing for being a cunt."
Maybe she should get some sleep, Yun thought finally.
This conversation with Jiyoon had cleared her mind more than she thought.
She still had no answers on what to do with Sebastian Grey, but she figured it would come to her in time. No use forcing her self to stay awake any more...
"Check please..." Yun says, waving to the waitress.
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Yun Cam
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So, here we are again, always such a pleasure. I would like to just get this out of the way to start... I realize everyone in this match, my self included, is going to fart rainbows on each other and tell each other how much we each need to win, then hug the losers. So, I am not going to do that. I am going to break that mold. I am going to find the persona of Seoul City's Baddest Female I know I have in storage and I am going to stop farting rainbows.
Don't get me wrong, this is not me trying to be a bitch.
I am not going to "attack" anyone, so to speak, well no one who does not deserve it, but I am also not going to play the nice card and I am going to sit here and call a spade a spade. I have much respect for both of you, Noelle and Izzy, so I am not going to "Go negative" so to speak, or "be that person that has to attack you" but I also feel there are a few things I can get of my chest and not piss sprinkles all over everyone.
You know, do you really want to know why I am going to sit here and not exchange cupcake recipes with you two and instead get things off my chest? Because as I gloated about my win over Seth Lawless on my twitter, I've heard it expressed that -that- was WRONG of me to do. THAT GUY WAS A COMPLETE AND UTTER FUCKING ASSHOLE TOO ME.
So I took some satisfaction in gloating over my win over him, and that somehow makes ME the bad guy? Well okay, so if that is what it takes, than I guess the bad guy is here. So that really makes me wonder. Noelle, you are not a bad person, we all know this. If anyone can crap sparkles with the best of them, it is you. I've known you for a while now, and while I realize that "know" means we've been in the same federation, exchanged pleasantries once or twice and that we are not exactly "friends" so I don't know what goes through your mind. But I have to ask, why the fuck are you friends with Seth Lawless?
That guy is a complete and utter prick.
Is there a nice side to him I am not seeing?
Are you fucking him? I'm curious. Hell, I am sure most of us are really.
Is that a sensitive subject? Should I drop it? I mean I guess I can.
But man, to give that ass a shot at your title... Man that takes balls.
Noelle, I have all the respect in the world for you, you are after all the Mid Atlantic Legacy Champion, and that right there says a lot about you. I've been able to watch you wrestle for about two years now and have grown to respect you. So I do thank you for the opportunity you gave me, even when my record in FGA may not be the greatest. But come on, I'd love to see anyone else deal with Cordy in their fourth match in a federation or Johnny Karma in their first...
I realize by not vomiting confetti all over this promo I am not going to make any friends, and I am really trying to reel back on the Baddest Female act, but you know what takes more balls than putting your friend in a match he doesn't deserve? Putting me in it to try to pretend that you weren't playing favorites.
Admit it, you tried to pick the easiest opportunity for your friend Seth to pass through. Oh I know you know what I am capable of, but I also know you know I've only been back into wrestling for a few months now after my knee injury and I may not exactly be at my fullest.
I mean, there are so many other wrestler you could have picked, qualified to have been in that match but you picked me... Out of all the contenders, you picked me the one with the least impressive record, the one with the least amount of recognition in FGA, the one whose not tore up FGA since joining...
There is no way you can look me in the eyes, and tell me you were not trying to stack the deck for your friend. And that, is what takes balls. But hey, no hard feelings because that plan backfired. You don't have your easy match against your friend, you have me... and the hottest rookie in FGA - Izzy Anders.
Izzy, I am sorry you had to see me tap into Seoul City's Baddest Female, and because I am getting things off my chest you would think I should be mad that you got added to this match, when it should just be me and Noelle? Well, honestly I am not. I realize I am only in this match because -you- were not in the match against Seth Lawless, the match that should have rightly been yours. So no, I welcome you to the match. If anything, more than Noelle, I am eager to try my hand against you.
I was like you once, the hot rookie on the scene when I hit PDW a few years ago, I quickly rose through the ranks like you have done, and soon I found my self almost exactly where you are. In a title match against a well respected veteran. Hell, our careers have mimicked each others so well that even here in FGA we both have count out losses to Johnny Karma... hah.
I don't know much about you, Izzy, and I am sorry about that. But that is the best part about coming in and being a rookie rising through the ranks like a meteor, you are still fresh, you are still new, everyone doesn't know how to attack you yet. I assure you I may not know much about you heading into this match but by the end of it I will know you like my favorite book.
Oh, I guess I've reverted back into farting rainbows mode.
I guess I will fall back into the mold, because there is nothing right not that would help my career more than the Mid Atlantic Legacy Championship. I was so high on the ladder of success, then one knee injury threw me to the bottom of the ladder and... I've not been able to recover just yet. But this, this is proof that I can recover. That I am not the failure I think I am.
Noelle, despite what I said about you, I am happy to face you. Throw in Izzy and we have a party. So lets do the fans a favor and tear the house down, like we know we can do. Lets go out there and steal the show.
...Lets go out there and watch Yun Goeun become the Mid-Atlantic Legacy Champion.
So, I tried to come off all hard ass, and turned to sugar and fluff... Man I really am rusty channeling the persona I was known for back in Korea... maybe that is a good thing.
It is time for me to get back on the path to success.
Yun Goeun. HWAITING!
Yun had her laptop in front of her, and a half eaten plate of pancakes off to the side. She was on about her seventh cup of coffee at this point. Yun had not slept in two days... Too many things had been running through her mind in the last forty-eight hours for her to even try to get any sleep. So she had been dosing her self on cafine like mad, coffee, energy drinks, and 5 Hour Energy like candy.
She even managed to stay awake when Joe Shamrock spiked her waterbottle with xanax, who had been insisting she didn't need to stay awake to deal with her problem, they would still be there when he woke up. But she told him he planned to have a crystal clear mind when she entered the building or All-Star Showdown.
She had been struggling with the fact she broke up with Sebastian Grey. Was it the right decision? She promised she would talk things out with him in due time, but did she want to get back with him? One story got posted about her, a dating rumor, a common occurrence in the Korean Media World, and he deep down doubted her. She knew outright he said he trusted her, but deep down she felt there was a bit more to the story than he was saying. But having been through what he has in his life, it was understandable. Yun' mind would just run around in circles and managed to get no closer to the answer, the closer she seemed to get, the further it pulled away from her reach.
She did love him.
But there was more to a relationship she learned than just love.
When that article was posted by Dispatch, it lead to some of the worst weeks of her life. Instead of being there to support her, deep down he doubted her. That really hurt. She knew the doubt may not have been a conscious decision, but it hurt the same...
"Hello, Yun." a voice came from behind her. A voice that made her see red the second she heard it. Yun didn't turn to look, she wanted to play "Ignore it, and it will go away." but she knew very well if she managed to find her -here- it was not a coincidence.
"How did you find me?" Yun said, closing her laptop casually and sliding the cold pancakes back over to her, which she speared with her fork a bit, but didn't eat.
"I knew you would be in Irvine for your wrestling show, I used some connections to find the hotel you were staying at. Your bodyguard told me where you would be. Took some convincing to tell me where you were, but here I am." came the voice from behind Yun, who now walks around her and sits down at the booth table with Yun, taking the seat opposite her.
The girl was Kim Jiyoon, a very big ghost from Yun's past. She went by the name "Miranda" when she was in the same girl group, Pink Dolls, as Yun. They had a deep mutual hatred of each other, a hatred that ran very deep on Yun's side, a hatred she still felt as right now she could feel her body getting warm as her blood boiled. Yun looked Jiyoon over, her eyes focused right away on a decent sized scar over her right eye. Visions flooded into Yun's mind right away of the last time Yun and Jiyoon met.
Yun caused that scar. Jiyoon approached her backstage at a concert about two years ago now, and taunted and goaded Yun until Yun lost her temper and attacked Jiyoon. Brutally. Yun smashed her face into the edge of a metal reinforced table during the brawl, breaking her nose, and causing that scar... Yun's had never seen that much blood in her life. Was an image that still haunted her, even with out seeing Jiyoon in person.
"Yeah, everyone tells me I should have it removed..." Jiyoon says, tracing her finger over the scar she caught Yun looking at. "But it reminds me of something I don't wish to forget."
"Why the fuck are you here?" Yun says, anger obvious in her voice. "I have enough going on in my life right now with out having to deal with your shit too..."
To say Yun hated Kim Jiyoon was an understatement. On camera she had a super sweet 'good girl' persona but behind the scenes she was the worlds biggest bitch, she would put others down at a moments notice, even the other members in the group. She was the least talented member in the group, but the one who ended up being the face of the group, the one who would get the most lines, the one who would get the most MV time, the one who got the endorsements, who got the roles on dramas... And she got everything thing she got through her body and not her talent. While Yun got where she is with talent and dedication, Jiyoon got there with sex and plastic surgery.
People thought she was not pretty enough?
She would fix that with another nose job.
Producers gave her less lines?
She would fix that with a blowjob.
She was not liked by anyone in the group, but none more than Yun. Yun, relying on makeup to archive her look and never once going under the knife for plastic surgery, made her the brunt of the most of Jiyoon's wrath. She would take lines from Yun when ever she could, she would do anything she could to make Yun miserable, even leaking "stories" about her to the media about how Yun was a bully in high school or even "shocking" no makeup pictures of Yun.
"I just came here to talk, Yun. Please, can you just hear me out?" Jiyoon asks Yun.
"Fine." Yun scoffs as she says this, in her mind she is picturing her beating Jiyoon a second time, smashing her laptop over her head. What a waste of a good laptop Yun thought, maybe the only thought keeping her from acting out on this...
"I want to keep this scar so it reminds me of who I was. Every time I look in the mirror and see my face, with this scar, I think of you. I think of you and I realize, I deserve this. I wanted revenge for the longest time, Yun. I blamed you for getting me kicked out of Pink Dolls, I blamed you for every single bit of hardship that fell on me after you... attacked me." Jiyoon seems to be holding back some tears as she speaks, which just pisses Yun off more... She is sure she is putting on crocodile tears, she knows this bitch...
"I even though about having you killed, how scary is that? I was in a bad place after that attack Yun. But, I came to realize something. I deserved every single thing I got from you and the other girls. I know they saw you attack me, and know full well they could have called for help well before it came. That hit me like a ton of bricks... I am NOT a nice person." Jiyoon wipes a tear from her eye as she talks.
Yun just rolls her eyes and thinks "No shit."
"You know, I was raised a Christian, right?" Jiyoon asks Yun.
"Yeah, your father is a priest, and your mother gave you that crucifix you always wear. We are all aware of your "religion" Jiyoon. Pretty sure half the shit you've done is a sin too, which is why we always got quite a fucking laugh about it. Pretty sure "Spreading Thine Legs for Old Man Cock so thine Pepsi Endorsement" is a hell worthy trespass." Yun laughs to her self, Jiyoon however does not. It was in this moment Yun realized she may be serious, the Jiyoon she knew would have gotten angry at that joke, instead Jiyoon just looked at her kind of defeated.
"Yeah, that was me... The last two years I've been trying to better my self, through God. I've confessed my sins, and I would like to try to atone for them. I was a horrible person, but that does not mean I have to be for my whole life. Which is why I am here, I want to ask you for forgiveness. As I said, I laid there as I recovered from the beating you gave me, and I HATED you. But my dad came to visit me one day Yun and as he spoke to me, reading his bible to me like he always did when I was hurt or sick, I realized the most important thing in my life. I was the cause of that pain, not you." Jiyoon says, Yun is just staring at her blankly.
"It was then that I felt as if Jesus was talking to me, as if he was trying to save my soul. Like he was trying to tell me that I was an evil person and needed to be purified. So as I explained, I've been trying to better my self in the eyes of god. But I feel like I can not fully ever atone for my sins, if I do not get forgiveness for my sins, from the people I sinned against. I wanted to speak to you first, because most of my transgressions were against you, Yun." Jiyoon finishes her explanation to Yun. Who is still just looking at her blankly.
A dozen or more jokes raced through her mind right now, the first one being wondering if she was being punked by someone. Jokes any other time she would have fired off in a second to try to hurt this girl, but today in this moment, could not bring her self to do that... Fuck, she was getting soft, she thought.
"You are asking me... to forgive you? I am not quite sure what to say right now, or what to even think. Do you even really, fully, know what you put me through in my life, Jiyoon?" Yun says, the anger starting to return to her voice.
"I do, Yun. I've stolen countless opportunities from you, by having sex with someone to get that opportunity over you. The Pepsi Endorsement you joked about for example, they wanted you. I slept with one of the guys in the PR department of Pepsi and hey look who got it. Those times your parts were cut from songs, that was a blowjob to the song writer. Why did I do that? Because I couldn't bear to not be the center of attention. Everyone loved you, you have natural beauty, you have natural talent... All I have is money and sex. I guess I am saying I was jealous of you, so I used what ever I could to put you down. To hurt you. I wanted you out of the group so much, so I tried everything to get you to quit or to get kicked out. The other girls, were just members of a girl group, but you, you had the charisma to be so much more and... I was jealous. Deeply jealous.
What is worse is I didn't even realize it, I mean I guess part of me did, but I wanted to be famous so much I didn't care who I walked over or why I walked over them. But I know now it was jealousy. That is why I am sitting here right now, asking you for forgiveness. So you know I am serious, I am going to use your first name if you do not mind... I know you hate it. So. Goeun, from the bottom of my heart. I am sorry. I am sorry for every single thing I have ever done to you. More than anything though, I am sorry I caused you to stain your hands with my blood. " Jiyoons wipes tears from her eyes again.
"You know, Jiyoon, you know..." Yun is unable to think of what she wants to say, part of her wants to just walk out of the diner right now, another part of her wants to tell her no, that there is no chance in hell she will ever forgive her. Yun struggled with her thoughts for a few moments.
"I'm not going to forgive you, Jiyoon. But, before you say anything let me finish what I have to say... I can tell the person sitting in front of me is not the person I knew ages ago. So this person does not need my forgiveness, and the one who does will never get it. All I can do is give you my blessing. Continue to be this person, and you will find more opportunities open for you than they ever did as you were before. But this person does not need my forgiveness, so as far as I am concerned this person has no sins against me they need to atone for.
You know what Jiyoon? I can give you something better than accepting your apology, or my blessing. I can give you my friendship. You say you want to change, I would like nothing more than to see that." Yun holds her hand out over the table when she finishes talking. Jiyoon can no longer really contain her emotions as the tears she had largely been holding back have come pouring out.
Jiyoon grabs Yun's hand and shakes it.
"Don't make me regret this." Yun says, as the two of their hands separate. Jiyoon wipes the tears away and smiles wide.
"I promise I won't, thank you Yun. That is all I wanted to say, I'll get out of your hair. Just, again, thank you. Good luck this Saturday, I am thinking of going to the event to watch you wrestle, I've never once seen you do it..." Jiyoon says, as she gets up from the booth and bows to Yun.
"I would love if you did, go back to my hotel room, Joe can get you tickets." Yun says with a smile, Jiyoon does not say anything else, just simply smiles, nods and walks out of the dinner. Yun watches her leave, still a bit stunned by what the hell just happened. It was about number two on the list of things she never thought she would ever experience. "Kim Jiyoon apologizing for being a cunt."
Maybe she should get some sleep, Yun thought finally.
This conversation with Jiyoon had cleared her mind more than she thought.
She still had no answers on what to do with Sebastian Grey, but she figured it would come to her in time. No use forcing her self to stay awake any more...
"Check please..." Yun says, waving to the waitress.
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Yun Cam
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So, here we are again, always such a pleasure. I would like to just get this out of the way to start... I realize everyone in this match, my self included, is going to fart rainbows on each other and tell each other how much we each need to win, then hug the losers. So, I am not going to do that. I am going to break that mold. I am going to find the persona of Seoul City's Baddest Female I know I have in storage and I am going to stop farting rainbows.
Don't get me wrong, this is not me trying to be a bitch.
I am not going to "attack" anyone, so to speak, well no one who does not deserve it, but I am also not going to play the nice card and I am going to sit here and call a spade a spade. I have much respect for both of you, Noelle and Izzy, so I am not going to "Go negative" so to speak, or "be that person that has to attack you" but I also feel there are a few things I can get of my chest and not piss sprinkles all over everyone.
You know, do you really want to know why I am going to sit here and not exchange cupcake recipes with you two and instead get things off my chest? Because as I gloated about my win over Seth Lawless on my twitter, I've heard it expressed that -that- was WRONG of me to do. THAT GUY WAS A COMPLETE AND UTTER FUCKING ASSHOLE TOO ME.
So I took some satisfaction in gloating over my win over him, and that somehow makes ME the bad guy? Well okay, so if that is what it takes, than I guess the bad guy is here. So that really makes me wonder. Noelle, you are not a bad person, we all know this. If anyone can crap sparkles with the best of them, it is you. I've known you for a while now, and while I realize that "know" means we've been in the same federation, exchanged pleasantries once or twice and that we are not exactly "friends" so I don't know what goes through your mind. But I have to ask, why the fuck are you friends with Seth Lawless?
That guy is a complete and utter prick.
Is there a nice side to him I am not seeing?
Are you fucking him? I'm curious. Hell, I am sure most of us are really.
Is that a sensitive subject? Should I drop it? I mean I guess I can.
But man, to give that ass a shot at your title... Man that takes balls.
Noelle, I have all the respect in the world for you, you are after all the Mid Atlantic Legacy Champion, and that right there says a lot about you. I've been able to watch you wrestle for about two years now and have grown to respect you. So I do thank you for the opportunity you gave me, even when my record in FGA may not be the greatest. But come on, I'd love to see anyone else deal with Cordy in their fourth match in a federation or Johnny Karma in their first...
I realize by not vomiting confetti all over this promo I am not going to make any friends, and I am really trying to reel back on the Baddest Female act, but you know what takes more balls than putting your friend in a match he doesn't deserve? Putting me in it to try to pretend that you weren't playing favorites.
Admit it, you tried to pick the easiest opportunity for your friend Seth to pass through. Oh I know you know what I am capable of, but I also know you know I've only been back into wrestling for a few months now after my knee injury and I may not exactly be at my fullest.
I mean, there are so many other wrestler you could have picked, qualified to have been in that match but you picked me... Out of all the contenders, you picked me the one with the least impressive record, the one with the least amount of recognition in FGA, the one whose not tore up FGA since joining...
There is no way you can look me in the eyes, and tell me you were not trying to stack the deck for your friend. And that, is what takes balls. But hey, no hard feelings because that plan backfired. You don't have your easy match against your friend, you have me... and the hottest rookie in FGA - Izzy Anders.
Izzy, I am sorry you had to see me tap into Seoul City's Baddest Female, and because I am getting things off my chest you would think I should be mad that you got added to this match, when it should just be me and Noelle? Well, honestly I am not. I realize I am only in this match because -you- were not in the match against Seth Lawless, the match that should have rightly been yours. So no, I welcome you to the match. If anything, more than Noelle, I am eager to try my hand against you.
I was like you once, the hot rookie on the scene when I hit PDW a few years ago, I quickly rose through the ranks like you have done, and soon I found my self almost exactly where you are. In a title match against a well respected veteran. Hell, our careers have mimicked each others so well that even here in FGA we both have count out losses to Johnny Karma... hah.
I don't know much about you, Izzy, and I am sorry about that. But that is the best part about coming in and being a rookie rising through the ranks like a meteor, you are still fresh, you are still new, everyone doesn't know how to attack you yet. I assure you I may not know much about you heading into this match but by the end of it I will know you like my favorite book.
Oh, I guess I've reverted back into farting rainbows mode.
I guess I will fall back into the mold, because there is nothing right not that would help my career more than the Mid Atlantic Legacy Championship. I was so high on the ladder of success, then one knee injury threw me to the bottom of the ladder and... I've not been able to recover just yet. But this, this is proof that I can recover. That I am not the failure I think I am.
Noelle, despite what I said about you, I am happy to face you. Throw in Izzy and we have a party. So lets do the fans a favor and tear the house down, like we know we can do. Lets go out there and steal the show.
...Lets go out there and watch Yun Goeun become the Mid-Atlantic Legacy Champion.
So, I tried to come off all hard ass, and turned to sugar and fluff... Man I really am rusty channeling the persona I was known for back in Korea... maybe that is a good thing.
It is time for me to get back on the path to success.
Yun Goeun. HWAITING!
