Breewheelin [Diary Entry #7]

[Dan Herrera]

I’ve been sitting here all morning wondering and worrying myself sick. Donnie didn’t come home last night and here I am worried sick. I don’t know what I want to feel. On the one hand, he was out with TCB last night and didn’t come home. The thought of what COULD have happened is making me sick to my stomach. But the other option isn’t much better. What if my friend was hurt? I would have no way of knowing and that’s worse off than the first heartache. I just hope he’s ok. I mean he could’ve called me and let me know what was up. Anything. Instead I’m sitting here on my computer looking up training videos feeling terrible.

Finally I hear the door lock start to rattle. THANK GOD. He’s home. He opens the door and walks in. I stand up and stare at him. But Donnie didn’t even bother to look at me. I wanted to sign to him, but he would never catch it if he didn’t look my way. He broke the silence, knowing my gaze was upon him.

Donnie: I’m ok. No need ta worry.

If nothing bad happened, then my fears of what COULD Have happened were true. My heart sunk into my stomach. As he slid off to his room I sat down at my laptop again. I popped open my blog and began to write.

Dear Interwebs,

        2nd Impact, the second LDFC supershow. Another chance for me and Donnie to show how well we work together as a tag team. We’ve been doing that alot since we came to LDFC. Depending on how each of us decides we want our careers to go, I think we could be very successful as a tag team. Maybe even someday fighting on the big stage against people like Whiskey Dex or Sparkle Buddies. Sure that’s a long way away, but things are going well for us.  

        We’ve beaten 420 BC. We’ve beaten Liesl and Hans. We’ve fought and won most of the tag matches we’ve been in. And sure, while there hasn’t been alot of issues in these matches, they haven’t been without controversy. I won’t lie that being able to get one over at New Generation on Liesl and Hans was a big moment for me. But the moment mine and Donnie’s hand will be raised against Valcone and Laura Seville. That’ll be that much sweeter.  

        Valcone and Donnie been going back and forth alot. And I tried to play peacemaker. I liked Valcone when he was Prince Macrear. I really did. I thought he was so cool. I even took some selfies with him during season 1. It was a moment I was very proud of. Because he was someone in this business. And he genuinely wanted to take a picture with me. It was great. I assume that’s why he didn’t let Laura attack me when I was covering Donnie.  

        But that ruse ended when Laura attacked me during my match minutes later. That’s when everything became clear to me. Donnie tried to tell me but I wouldn’t hear it. I wanted to believe they were better than their actions showed. That somehow it was all a big accident perpetuated by momentary frustration. But no, it was personal. The time for niceties is over. I’m done trying to see the good in those two. And now, the only good to come from those two is from pinning one of them and beating them at 2nd Impact. And that’s happening, just you watch. No more misses nice guy.  

♥ Bree Nelson ♥